outrageous

My Head Hurts.

I wish with all of my heart and soul that I could explain what I've been through this thanksgiving. It's been outrageous. I cant even keep up with it all. Gahhhh.

Let's start with the dinner I had on Tuesday.

I went out to dinner with TJ on Tuesday night.

Before we got into the restaurant TJ got a really serious look on his face, and tears started to well up in his eyes. He began with, "well Em, there's something I've been needing to get off of my chest." OH GREAT, I'm thinking...what did I do wrong? Well, turns out I didnt do anything wrong...because his next sentence was.."I need to ask you for forgiveness." Whoa?! right?

Yeah well he continued on, tears and all. "When I met you, you were eight years old. I had never raised a kid, and so I raised you the way I was raised. That was a mistake on my part. I want to ask you to forgive me because all I did was discipline you. I didnt love you the way I should have, and that's why you and I dont get along. I dont treat your brothers the same way because I know that things would be different if you had been raised with love."

By now I'm in absolute SHOCK. Well of course there is more to this story. The REASON behind him asking me to forgive him....his motive. My step dad is getting baptized on Sunday.

Ok.

.

So anyways.

Wednesday we left for Eugene.

It was a good day.

and Thursday (Thanksgiving I might add)

was CRAZY.

it started off super slow...but then the food started arriving...along with family members. Jimmy...who I have NOT had the chance to see since the day he woke up in the hospital.... was the last to arrive...sort of (but we'll get to that)

IT was SO amazing to see my cousin. I love himmmmmmmm. He's doing SO well.

<<

YAYAYA

anyways THEN Tyler (my BROTHER) showed up! it was FANTASTIC to see this boy.

look at him =D

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Alright well that's all I have for you today.

My head still hurts.

yikes.

Blurrrrry

bluhhhrr.

Emphasis on the Bluh.
Today is Tuesday…and Friday. Thank goodness because spending any more of my time at school this week would prove worthless on my part. So I am thankful to the pilgrims for invading poor Pocahontas’ space. Although I would not condone those actions today, SO please do not take that as an open invitation to invade my space.
Oh...Speaking of ancient things, Sierra…please do some research for the English project.

Man o man. I wish you were around. Cause this week has BY far been my most bipolar week since school has started. You shoulda seen me yesterday. My mood has completely flipped. It’s outrageous. The inner workings of the teenage hormones is ridiculous… let me add girls’ behind the word teenage.

Alright…I’m done for the day. It’s “Office Tuesday” and I don’t think I can handle staying in the classroom. Crystal just said “You wanna get your WHAT pierced?”
It was funny.
You missed it.
I miss you.
We’re even.

yeah, okay well today is my TuesdayWednesdayThursday. Because I did not go to any of my classes on Monday (yet I was at school..hmmmm?) And we dont have school on Friday.

Tomorrow is My WednesdayThursdayFriday. Sierra is laughing. Why is that funny?

This week has been ridiculous.

Okay....sooooooooo it's next day.
meaning it's my WenesdayThursdayFriday.

I am SO talkative.
and hyper -ish. I wish you woulda got the pic of that spider.
that woulda made me Already amazing day...absolutely splendiferous. (not a word?)
Uhm... boys all stand the SAME way.
so if they are in a football uniform and someone says that they know who it is by the body language then they are LYING!
now that I'm thinkin about that spider I feel like i have a spider crawling on meeeeee.
yikes.

Well I was all stressed out and gonna explode yesterday..
but then I didnt.
it was fantastic.
andddddddd I walked home in JUST my spandex and a sweatshirt.
it was funnyyyy. And so so cold.
I have a headache.
from trying WAY too hard to focus.
you look like you're gonna puke...cause your hand is over your mouth, or maybe you're gonna cry.
I'm not really sure.

annnnnnnd I just saw THAT picture (you know, the one that comes up EVERY time you open pictures)
wow.
just...wow.

So pretty much tonight is Twilight.
andddddd The main reason I'm going is so I can sit and throw popcorn at the screen and yell "THAT'S NOT HOW IT HAPPENED"


okay.
goodnight.
(only it's day time)

So pretty much...

Sierra...you're the only person in the whole flippin universe that will ever read these. =P



so I could be talking generally, but really I'm talking right AT you. Not TO you, cause it's over the computer...but AT you. =P I am literally typing these words in your general direction. Then you read them..and then I laugh at you spelling words wrong. =P (bacground??)

lol-wait, am I allowed to say lol? cause I'm not a "blogger" per-say....however I do frequently myspace...and I'm allowed to say lol on myspace. I just went off on a tangent. You, Sierra, are playing pacman...woman version.

Heidi and Kiely are putting puzzles together.

what's the point in that? weren't jigsaw puzzles created to challenge the mind/hand workings? she is moving a MOUSE around. and now she is blocking me. lame. Grrrrrrrrrrr. I growl at you Mrs Fields.

Ok. So now i'm in a different class... yearbook. yay me.

I'mmmmmmmmmm bored out of my mind. Amy's food looks yummy.

uhm, what is the point of blocking myspace at school? 'Cause I am pretty sure kids just waste MORE of their school time trying to find a way to get past the blocks that are put on the computers. Ya. pretty stinking lame if you ask me, but you didnt.

Well I am SO done trying to be clever.
(I concur with Cromer...NO MORE ELECTION COMERCIALS!!!!!!)

ooooooooooooooooo concur = clever.
haha so I lied I was not COMPLETELY out of cleverness.
i need to go home.
and clean.

wow.
did I just say that I NEED to clean.
and further more....I WANT to go home???
I'm going crazy from the cell phone withdrawels.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaah

Worstest

rawr.
Worst Monday of my life.
Scratch that. The past few days have been the worst days of my life. We lost, I spent my whole weekend in a car full of teenage girls, and I had an unexpected visitor. THEN on top of that...grounded?! freakin A! With my luck someone in my immediate family or friend group will die. Or maybe I'll die. Yeah...cause then I'd be ok with not having my phone. I need my stinking phone. Cause I dont want Jay to stop liking me. =(
OH!!!! watched a movie on Halloween. It was AMAZING. Probably one of the funniest things I have ever witnessed in my life...but it also made me wanna puke. I'll never look at gum the same way. Ever.
So I am guessing that I'll probably miss all of the amazing plans I had for this month. Lame.
My new favorite gesture is the exhasperated one that I gave TJ this morning. Blah.
I'm just gonna go live in Portland with my daddy and my auntie.
gaaaaaaah
SO freaking stupid.
You'd think that they would just give up. If I havent learned how to respect her yet.. I probably never will. They REALLY think that I'm gonna learn this time.
honestly.

well class is over.
gotta go.