Alright Let's talk about Ema's stress levels shall we??
Yearbook
-Needa have some creative juices and currently I am all juiced out.
*Cover
*Opening opener
*dividers? or not.
*The fact that this book must be epic.
*I have not a Sierra nor an Amy nor a Crystal.
*Yearbook is 7th period...Im a volleyball player...do the math??
ASB
-2 Blood Drives
-Movie Night
-Feb. MOS
-Mr. SHS
-Canned Food Drive
This year is going to be the death of me.
Either that or its gonna be bomb...but so far im leaning towards death.
Because add to that list the two AP classes I'm taking and volleyball, plus I'm in desperate need of a job, so desperate that I'm seriously thinking about working at...dare I say it? Mcdonalds =P
ughhhhh
save me from myself.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Reality Check
yea I knew this was coming.
Im a screw up.
and after reading my last blog I feel like utter crap.
I'm messing things up with Keith as we speak because [big surprise]
Im not over Tyler.
Not even a little bit.
idk what to do.
but I told a lot of people
a lot of things
and now I have to fix it.
and I'm learning that im not ever going to do anything or say anything without consulting with someone firstly.
ahhhhh someone needs to help me out here.
blahhhhhhhhhhh
Im a screw up.
and after reading my last blog I feel like utter crap.
I'm messing things up with Keith as we speak because [big surprise]
Im not over Tyler.
Not even a little bit.
idk what to do.
but I told a lot of people
a lot of things
and now I have to fix it.
and I'm learning that im not ever going to do anything or say anything without consulting with someone firstly.
ahhhhh someone needs to help me out here.
blahhhhhhhhhhh
Saturday, June 13, 2009
where the wind blows
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okay so I know THATS random.
but I figured Crystal would love?
and I believe it muchly applies to me and Sierra.
Gah I love you woman.
My life will be utter hell without you in my classes next year.
**cry big huge allimagator tears**
okay so it's one o'clock in the morning.
In case you're curious, which...I KNOW you are.
You have to be.
Because...well, I never post blogs so this has to be, On a scale of 0 to 10.. This is apocalyptical...
that’s right.
Totally blows it off the charts.
And Seeing’s how I know that if I text Sierra right now she would NOT be awake..I decided to blog like a mad woman.
And now ladies and gentlemen..(though I think we can all agree that it’s mostly Ladies on this one..) for your eyes only…I present to you my fabulous day….
June 12, 2009.
(in case anyone was wondering…and for my own future reference because I’m sure as HECK going to want to remember this day)
I sat at home.
For MANY hours.
Complaining of boredom and pain. (which happens to be Kidney Stones) Blah we’re not EVEN gonna go there. It hurts so so bad.
Im going to skip the details.
Basically.
I went to Albany with Zach and his family to witness Zach buying his first vehicle.
Then we went to Elliots.
YOU WILL NEVER GEUSS WHO WAS THERE!!!!!
That’s right, THE boy.
(in case you’re wondering boy’s name is Keith)
=DDD
Aaaaaaaaaaahhhh
What a great name.
Very fitting for such a fabulous boy.
He is SO sweet, no joke.
By far the SWEETEST kid in the books.
Now, im skipping more details…
Which will have to be filled in at a later date cause they are damn good details….
Keith kissed me.
And when I left he walked me to the car.
He likkkkkes me (insert happy dance and squealing here)
Now I’m like on cloud bagillion, because no joke, I’m too happy to only be on cloud nine.
Sierra you havent got a clue how stoked I am.
Seriously.
And btw, thank you for TOTALLY bringing Keith up in conversation today. It’s like you created the night I had in your mind before I even knew it existed.
Lol lol
And Crystal thank you muchly for being a part of my day =DDD
I swear, if I hadn’t talked to the two of you today then things would not have been the same and I would not feel this GOOD!!!!
Better than I’ve felt in a very long time.
Oh and two minor details…
Zach-is crazy (it’s a long story and a part of the details I will have to explain later or in person)
Tyler-is Historyyyyyyyy(more of the details)
Details about Keith in case ya’ll wanna know =DDD
-Good kisser =DDD
-Sweet as heck. Like literally the kinda guy that will open up doors, and call just to say he’s thinking about me.
-Beautiful eyes && Fabulous smile. No joke. Could knock me to the ground if im not careful.
-Im going to let him know me. He’s not gonna judge me or hold anything against me.
-He will not push me to do anything I don’t want to do.
-omggggg (yeah I know that’s not a detail…but can you blame me for not being able to think straight???)
-This. Kid. Is. What. I’ve. Been. Looking. For. PLEASE GUYS DON’T LET ME SCREW THIS UP.
I’m a silly little girl with a pretty big crush.
=DDD
Just let me get lost in this for a little while…
Later you can pull me back into reality.
I NEED this.
I’m enjoying this.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
have i ever mentioned...
how much I despise english this year??
Well I despise english this year, just to clarify.
mmm...today(or should I say yesterday seeings how it's 12:22 at the current moment?) has been so strange. Fabulous, terrifyingly weird, and just wow.
Yea, thats right freaking midnight and a half and I'm still alive and kickin.
Anyways
I had a really great day.
Found out some fabulous news.
talked to people I love very much.
was incredibly productive.
(and surprisingly awake)
well I went to Callie's Dinner and then to Zach's and Melissa picked us up and we went to Wal Mart to get energy drinks before heading to our final destination (Cascade's Grad) let me tell you it was a very beautiful graduation. STUNNING.
anywho. Sat next to Elliot, my savior for a day.
and Zach. (didnt see KG. Sad day)
had a really great time.
then awkwarrrrrrrrdness as awkward can be..I walk out and find myself standing between the dreaded ex's. thats right, Tyler and Zach within 2 feet of me and 4 feet of eachother. (and let me remind you that Mr. L was somewhere in the building as well.)
They didnt acknowledge each other but both made it pretty clear to me that I was standing in unpleasant boundaries.
So we walked to Elliots car.
Tyler in front with Anthony and the rest of them boys.
and ZAch behind with Elliot.
and me, you guessed it, smack dab in the middle.
ahhh
ok
so now its time to say goodbye to Ty and the other boys.
I hug Tyler and he gets weird...no details...just WEIRD.
weird to the point of he showed up to my house around ten.
He's upset, and incredibly convinced that I'm what he wants. No sex, no alcohol or drugs influencing his words (trust me I know what it's like when he's under those influences) just him completely opening up. and get this, APOLOGIZING.
it was crazy.
so I'm still up because im working on my english project.
Tyler is texting me basically non stop about how he would rather face a coffin full of spiders than let go of me.
ya.
it's kinda to the point where he's stepping into uncharted waters here.
I like this new boy.
I dont want to hurt Ty, but man his timing bites.
He's so sad.
I'm doing all i can...but man I've never even seen Zach this freaking passionate.
It's almost ridiculous.
This is not making any sense because I'm not clear on details
there really is so much more to say.
things about how I had an energy drink and peach rings.
I'm in desperate need of a shower.
so it looks like sleep just aint gonna happen for me tonight (this morning?)
idk
well anyways.
today is Thursday...but it's really my friday.
which stresses me out to infinity because I neeeeed to finish that damn test.
(finished the project though arent you proud?)
woot.
well
I really hope this stuff works out.
uhm goodnightish.
Well I despise english this year, just to clarify.
mmm...today(or should I say yesterday seeings how it's 12:22 at the current moment?) has been so strange. Fabulous, terrifyingly weird, and just wow.
Yea, thats right freaking midnight and a half and I'm still alive and kickin.
Anyways
I had a really great day.
Found out some fabulous news.
talked to people I love very much.
was incredibly productive.
(and surprisingly awake)
well I went to Callie's Dinner and then to Zach's and Melissa picked us up and we went to Wal Mart to get energy drinks before heading to our final destination (Cascade's Grad) let me tell you it was a very beautiful graduation. STUNNING.
anywho. Sat next to Elliot, my savior for a day.
and Zach. (didnt see KG. Sad day)
had a really great time.
then awkwarrrrrrrrdness as awkward can be..I walk out and find myself standing between the dreaded ex's. thats right, Tyler and Zach within 2 feet of me and 4 feet of eachother. (and let me remind you that Mr. L was somewhere in the building as well.)
They didnt acknowledge each other but both made it pretty clear to me that I was standing in unpleasant boundaries.
So we walked to Elliots car.
Tyler in front with Anthony and the rest of them boys.
and ZAch behind with Elliot.
and me, you guessed it, smack dab in the middle.
ahhh
ok
so now its time to say goodbye to Ty and the other boys.
I hug Tyler and he gets weird...no details...just WEIRD.
weird to the point of he showed up to my house around ten.
He's upset, and incredibly convinced that I'm what he wants. No sex, no alcohol or drugs influencing his words (trust me I know what it's like when he's under those influences) just him completely opening up. and get this, APOLOGIZING.
it was crazy.
so I'm still up because im working on my english project.
Tyler is texting me basically non stop about how he would rather face a coffin full of spiders than let go of me.
ya.
it's kinda to the point where he's stepping into uncharted waters here.
I like this new boy.
I dont want to hurt Ty, but man his timing bites.
He's so sad.
I'm doing all i can...but man I've never even seen Zach this freaking passionate.
It's almost ridiculous.
This is not making any sense because I'm not clear on details
there really is so much more to say.
things about how I had an energy drink and peach rings.
I'm in desperate need of a shower.
so it looks like sleep just aint gonna happen for me tonight (this morning?)
idk
well anyways.
today is Thursday...but it's really my friday.
which stresses me out to infinity because I neeeeed to finish that damn test.
(finished the project though arent you proud?)
woot.
well
I really hope this stuff works out.
uhm goodnightish.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
he was struck with Polio
Today has been so weird.
and thats about all I have to say.
well sort of..
Hey Crystal, need a Fun Fact For The Fridge???
The inventor of the unicycle never learned to ride one.
yeaaah thats right.
Im done.
goodnightttttt and Sierra, I know you werent really holding it.
(imakestupidchoices)
and thats about all I have to say.
well sort of..
Hey Crystal, need a Fun Fact For The Fridge???
The inventor of the unicycle never learned to ride one.
yeaaah thats right.
Im done.
goodnightttttt and Sierra, I know you werent really holding it.
(imakestupidchoices)
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Call The Press...oh wait, I am the press.
Im blogging!!!!
but dont hold your breath. Because I imagine that it will be many days until I blog again after this. Sad decade, I know, right?
Well today has been a fab day. and that is why I'm blogging.
Started out as (a word I rarely use) productive. Incredibly productive as a matter of fact. In Mocha Tuesdays. We actually discussed the book in depth, probably because it's one of the easiest books to talk about on the "what if" factor.
Mocha tuesdays=2x coffee =D
and then we took a test in math, which was fabbbulous because I thought I was gonna bomb, but I actually felt confident in my mathmatical abilities. strange.
then shutupJacob and I played cards and I basically kicked his butt.
Then ASB was also productive, I dont remember how... but it was.
and then I drew a flamingo and brainstormed for yearbook.
and then Alex said "You butter both sides of the bread."
it was comical.
Now we sit in yearbook.
so..
Coffee.
Monster.
Pizza.
Music.
Caitlyn Hoefer =D
Rocky.
pretty flower pictures.
annnd Backseat Goodbye.
is this all I really need for a good mood?
yes.
something new please.
like...
a new boy.
that'd be FAB x7
=DDD
but dont hold your breath. Because I imagine that it will be many days until I blog again after this. Sad decade, I know, right?
Well today has been a fab day. and that is why I'm blogging.
Started out as (a word I rarely use) productive. Incredibly productive as a matter of fact. In Mocha Tuesdays. We actually discussed the book in depth, probably because it's one of the easiest books to talk about on the "what if" factor.
Mocha tuesdays=2x coffee =D
and then we took a test in math, which was fabbbulous because I thought I was gonna bomb, but I actually felt confident in my mathmatical abilities. strange.
then shutupJacob and I played cards and I basically kicked his butt.
Then ASB was also productive, I dont remember how... but it was.
and then I drew a flamingo and brainstormed for yearbook.
and then Alex said "You butter both sides of the bread."
it was comical.
Now we sit in yearbook.
so..
Coffee.
Monster.
Pizza.
Music.
Caitlyn Hoefer =D
Rocky.
pretty flower pictures.
annnd Backseat Goodbye.
is this all I really need for a good mood?
yes.
something new please.
like...
a new boy.
that'd be FAB x7
=DDD
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