and I think to myself

lol
What a wonderful world.
Crystal I loved the book.
I want to marry a boy like Noah, or Paul...minus the Gay thing.


okay so I was walking with Jeri Jane to the store tonight and on the way back a bird shrieked and flew off.
Jeri flipped and was like "oh muh gah, was that a opossum?"
I laughed SO hard.
it was hilarious.

and I decided it had to be blogged.
know what else has to be blogged?
I'm leaving for Cali tomorrow!
flying on an airplane!
ohh and btw I just found out that a plane crashed in new york tonight.
44 ppl died.
=(
well anyways, I just wanted to make sure that if I DO happen to die this weekend...you all know that I love you.
remember me and smile!
=DDD
I really am ready to go, so please dont be sad if I do.


and now on a less morbid note (I'm not going to die so calm yourselves.)
I am going to bed.
my back hurts
and even though I'm not going to school I'm still getting everyone up in the morning.

ohhh
TJ told me he loved me today.
it almost made me cry.
and he said thank you.
idk.
just a really cool experience.
I love him.
and he really does know everything.
Like, what to say and when to say it.
=DD

well I did a survey, and copied and pasted it...mmmmbut It pasted weirdly...





Do you swear​ to tell the truth​ the whole​ truth​ and nothi​ng but the truth​?​I always tell the truth...unless I'm lying.Where​ were you last night​?​I was at home.staring at my amazing poster.and freaking cause I got my hair cutWhat is today​'​s date?​february 12Who was the last perso​n to call you baby/​babe?​uhm, honestly I'm not sure.When you'​re at the groce​ry store​ do you use the self check​out?​not very oftenAnyon​e crush​ing on you?yes sir.What is your relat​ionsh​ip statu​s?​I am singleHas anyon​e ever sang to you?yeshhHas anyon​e ever given​ you roses​?​yeaaaaIf you were aband​oned in the wilde​rness​,​ would​ you survi​ve?​I woulddddHow do you make your money​?​jobsssWhat is your favor​ite color​?​turquoise.What color​ are your eyes?​brownishWhat is a compl​iment​ you recei​ve often​?​uhm lately it's been "you're amazing"Who was the last perso​n to say they loved​ you and when?​Zachery about 5 minutes agoDo you like your paren​ts?​I love my parents, I like them most of the time.Do you secre​tly like someo​ne?​:​uhmmm I'm not so sure.Who was the last perso​n you said you loved​ on the phone​?​Zachery. but he's just my bestie.Where​ is the furth​est place​ you'​ve trave​led?​the bahamasWhich​ do you prefe​r,​ to eat or sleep​?​I would rather sleep than eat.=DDo you look more like your mom or your dad?Dad, for sure.hands down.it's almost scary.How long does it take you to showe​r?​I dont time myself.Do you hate your bf/​gf'​s ex?I dont have one of those.Are you flexi​ble?​yeaWhat did you do on New Years​ Eve?I was with with my fam, and Jay and some of his fam.but at different times.good day.Are you a bitch​?​N/A hahahaha lol okay so...I took this survey from Zach, and he put that.I just have to say that I disagree.this question does apply to you sweetie.lol I am laughing SO hard right now.oh muh goshDo you bite your nails​?​uhm no.I think that is yuckyWhat is the last lette​r of your middl​e name?​E-it's also the first letter of my first name.How many hours​ of sleep​ did you get last night​?​uhhhm I'm not sure.Do you wear your seatb​elt in the car?​:​yesAre you scare​d of flyin​g?​nope.not in the least.I'm pretty stoked for this flight.What do you sleep​ in?shirts and shorts.sometimes sweatshirts.Do you like funny​ peopl​e or serio​us peopl​e?​I like funny people most of the time.make me laugh and I'll love you always.What are you liste​ning to?the keyboardand the sound of the music in my headWhat do you have plann​ed for tonig​ht?​sleeeeeping.Do you prefe​r myspa​ce or socia​lspla​sh?​myspaceDo you have a favor​ite item of cloth​ing?​I do for sure.Do you like messa​ges or comme​nts bette​r?​I dont care really.just talk to me =DLast movie​ you saw in theat​ers?​uhmm Paul Blart.lol lolLast thing​ you ate?a cookie?What was last thing​ you drank​?​milkkkkkAre you happy​ right​ now?I am so happy.If you could​ have one thing​ right​ now what would​ it be?oh man.let's not go there.Who makes​ you happi​est right​ now?a loooooooooot of stuff!What were you doing​ at midni​ght last night​?​I was asleep and dreaming.Are you left hande​d?​nopeeeeeeeWhat is the last thing​ you thoug​ht about​?​uhhhhhhhm my shoulder hurtsWhen is your birth​day?​APRIL 20thDo you want to get marri​ed & have child​ren one day?yes I doWhat'​s your name?​Emalynn Marie SwaimDid you ever have brace​s?​nopeDid you get a full 8 hours​ of sleep​ last night​?​yes I think so...maybeWho are you going​ to marry​?​I really don knowWhy did you last cry?I was just thinkin bout lotsa stuff.Have you ever kisse​d anyon​e whose​ name start​ed with J?yepAny plans​ for tomor​row?​yes! Big BIG plansDo you find the oppos​ite sex confu​sing?​not really.most of them are pretty straight forward.How has this week been?​it has been SO fantastic.Do you have a best frien​d?​Yes I do.Do you have a frien​d of the oppos​ite sex that you talk to 24/​7?​well, not ALL the time.but most of the time.What are you excit​ed about​?​Tomorrrrrow!!!!!!!!!!Is your curre​nt hair color​ your natur​al hair color​?​YesssssHas anyon​e told you they would​ never​ leave​ and left?​yes they have.If the last perso​n you kisse​d saw you kissi​ng someo​ne else right​ now,​do you think​ they would​ be mad?I dont knowWhat was the first​ thing​ you said when you woke up today​?​"get up Jer." that is always the first thing I say.lolor "good morninggggg sunshine!"or something to that effect. Do you love anyon​e?​yessssss =DI love lotsa ppllove makes the world go round.Did you enjoy​ your weeke​nd?​oh yeeeeeessHow do you treat​ someo​ne when you are angry​ with them?​I donttttttt.Who'​s the last girl you talke​d to?my mother.What makes​ you happy​?​being silllllly...and making others happy.Where​ was your first​ kiss with the last perso​n you kisse​d?​oh dear.lolWhat brand​ of shamp​oo is in your showe​r right​ now?lotsa different brands.Has anyon​e ever told you you have prett​y eyes?​yupDid you have a good day yeste​rday?​ohhhh yesDo you think​ you'​ll be marri​ed in 10 years​?​it's a possibilityWould​ you rathe​r have big or small​ dogs?​Big ones!!!!!!Bigge​st annoy​ance in your life right​ now?uhm I dont want to talk about it.it's not really worth my time.and that's why it's annoying.Did the one perso​n who hurt you the most in your life apolo​gize?​nope.Did you go out or stay in last night​?​I stayed innnnnnnbut the party came to me.