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okay so this was the weirdest, twistedest-is that a word?- weekend I've ever had. Ever. That's all there is to it.

Let's see...where to start.
okay.
I've got it (prepare yourselves, this is going to be a long blog, and knowing me...it probably wont all make sense and the words will confuse themselves.)

Friday-
Well the plane ride was fantastic. Being that close to the sunshine made me happy.
We got to the hotel, and I didnt have a room so I threw all my stuff in Britt's room and we headed to the mall. We took a bus. Buses make me happy. I dont know what it is, they are just so great. I really love city life and people watching. Well the mall was huge. (of course) I got to watch a lot of people and I decided that I want my next purchase to be a pair of peacock earings. Well we got back and I was exhausted.(we spent 6 hours walking around the mall...plus the bus rides there and back) My knee was KILLING me. So I got a hold of Molly (girl on my team) and took my suff to her room. I immediately passed out on her bed. Her mom then helped me get a key to my room and I passed out there.
Then I got Sierra's text about Bradley's injury. Is he okay?!?!?!?
and then my mom was texting me about how she had the funeral to go to the next day.
And then Jay texted me about how his uncle was going through PAS on Sunday.
I was homesick already. I felt like I wasnt where I was supposed to be. Not a good feeling. But I went to sleep and woke up in a much better mood the next morning.

Saturday- First day of the tournament. and funeral day. We played really well this day. I had a lot of fun with the gals and it was just good times. I got kinda grumpy though cause we lost twice..I dont like to lose. but it was two of only three losses of the whole weekend. I think this is the day that the 18-1 team pulled a prank on Ryan. This was a terrrrrrible idea.
they did awful things that I dont even want to repeat on the internet. So ask me about it and I will tell you.
let me just add that it was only the Central girls and Mona that did these unspeakable things. uggggggggh. YUCK!
okay so that was Saturday. ohhh and Rocky was my Valentine.
haha
oh and I am pretty sure that this was the elevator incident day as well.
let me first describe my mood this day.
You know how when I'm in like an amazingly perfect mood, and everything is good? Im like, bouncing off walls and pretending that I'm a strange animal or something along the lines of that? Well that was my mood on Saturday.
anywho..
I got onto an elevator by myself...and there were like 10 girls that I didnt know on the elevator too.
well the doors close...and one girl reaches over to touch another girl...the girl that is being "touched" lets out a loud "STOP!" and proceeds to say "dont touch me there, this is my private square." (while drawing a square around herself... then she begins to spell out the word rape, "R-A-P-E, get the F away from me!"
the door to the elevator opens and they all run off laughing...I'm left on the elevator pondering exactly what it was that I had just witnessed.
it was silly.
Sunday-We won all of our games this day...this is also Jay's uncle's PAS day. We walked in the rain to a pizza place this day. It was some amazing food let me tell you. I dont remember what else happened this day. It starts to get confised and jumbled.
Monday-so now we get to Monday. Wellll we won two of the three games we played this day. Then I found out some really sad news...
Ryan quit his coaching job. He's no longer coaching the 18-1's team.
I'm so maaaaaaaad at this point. Those girls pushed him over the edge. You shouldnt treat someone so disrespectfully. it's not acceptable.
So one of my favorite ppl in the world is sad. And not just sad. He is I'm-not-sleeping-im-so-depressed-its-not-even-funny kind of sad.
Sooo last night (this morning?) after the plane landed and we were getting out bags we hugged and sat there and talked, and cried. He put his arm around me and goes "They just dont make them like you anymore Em. You're a great kid, and I really hope I can come back and see you and Brittany finish this thing out." That word, the word FINISH... pushed my tears over the edge. I told him I loved him and that I appreciate everything he's done for me and everything that he's taught me. I really dont know where I would be if I hadnt had him around. He's been a huge part of my life and it upsets me that people dont respect him the way that they should.
Gaaaaaaaah it makes me so angry. and even now, sitting here typing this...and talking to my mom about it...it makes me sick to my stomach.


I have to go.
I hope you all had a great day today, and I love you all very much.
I gotta do some chores.
It's SO good to be home.